@Chel14344 3 October 2020 more from that month

"Thanks a lot"

"THANKS A LOT" In the darkness of the night I had already revealed The fact is you really are gone But the mark left is still here Of our past memories Every time you hold my hand, I feel different It was as if my heart was flying and exploding Trembling, trembling and pale I can't even look into your eyes Because it hurts to think until it just shakes Think of the pain as far as here first It hurts to think that our story will end That you and I, but eventually you become the protagonist Or I love the pain that you left me alone You believe that I am the only one and no one else You believe that I will never leave until the end You believe that it is just you and me, just the two of us But why is this? Where are you? I can not accept that I left And to make matters worse, you did not even stand up Am I the only one? Am I the only one fighting? When we love that I thought there was no limit? Am I the only one? Am I the only one hoping? That one day you will return Will return to be with me and be happy But now it is different. Sadness replaced old fun Afraid that the girl used to be what more courage Because of you, yes I changed. I learned to stand on my own two feet. Don't worry, I have forgiven your eyes Eyes that have never seen my value Eyes that caused my fascination Eyes where I saw real fun As well as your hands Your hands caught me from the beginning Your hands that I used to always hold And your hands let go of this tiredness The grief that I only felt for you has dissolved The love that was only for you, darling, has disappeared And now? Your return is too late. It's too late for the two of us I can do it. I can live without you I got used to being alone The former fool has learned Learned to value oneself more than others I never felt that way. The bitterness you bring is even stronger So thank you very much and I met you.