@Charlotte 11 November 2021 more from that month

It's already 12am when I fell asleep but I woke up at 1am then I had a trouble sleeping. Now it's already 3:30am and I'm still wide awake. My sadness is keeping my brain from resting. This is not the kind of pain I want to feel when I jokingly posted I hope I'll be broken so I can relate with Taylor Swift's All too well 10 min ver and Short film. This is the most painful thing I feel as the consequences of missing someone I can't see anymore. There are times that it's too sad amd I don't even know how to handle it.