@Chamomile 9 August 2020 more from that month

Plea

**Moon, let me see your radiance** **Seeking for your dependent light** **Save me from the world full of uncertainty** **Hold my paralytic hands, and let my vision comeback** **I indeed love that person, that person with whom I never thought loving.** **Fear, is what I want to defeat.** **Fright of shovel digging cavernous holes of reasons to love that person** **Weak enough to fight for a shallow phase of affection, wings are still dull** **Guarantee of “my love for you continuously grows” is in my hands** **Adrenaline rush, stay calm, I’m not in a hurry.** **Make things clear, secure the strongest backbone; use the most concrete structure.** **And let that person splatter kaleidoscope on the walls** **Set hard roofs and hinder sobbing rain of sorrow and pain** **Create the sanctified door; let that person find the precise key to unlock its password.** **Wait until that person knocks the door.** **And open eyes from being stuck, stuck from the nightmare of the past.** **If potion of choice dictates, and let me keep moving by myself.** **Moon, stay right here beside me.** **Talk to me until my unconsciousness comes back and forget about everything.**