@Chamomile 19 August 2020 more from that month

In My Blood

Light pillars in the atmosphere Stars in vast array Chasing solace like an enigmatic paradox Paraphrasing peculiar prejudice but walls caved in Felt like giving up when learnt affliction faded to black Resting on the bathroom floor like soul plummeting in the mire Dazed and insecure, grabbing ticket to the Lake of Fire Sneaking defense such redwood tree. A drop of swill like hitchhiking from life. Guided by galaxy I am driven to inertia No ice to cool, but give effervescence, my hallucinogen. No medicine is robust enough as Magic Mushroom. Crawling in my skin, anxious, afraid to be alone. Like a speck of dust in the universe. **Help, I can’t breathe!**