@Chamomile 27 July 2020 edited more from that month

Can't I Be?

Lying under billions of glimmering stars Wishing for my wounds inside to turn into scars Longing for the scent of red purplish petals of roses Bunches of yellow tulips on vases   My love for you is like an Amaranth, it never fades You had me, you have me; will have me even in times of grey and its shades Could still remember the moment you uttered the magic words as you offered me a basket of Fire tree’s flowers I couldn’t help but think of you most of my hours   Reaching your face through the tip of my fingers as I watch you sleeping Lying on the land area full of dandelions, I just talked to myself and said, “You’re worth keeping.” Having you is luck, but loving me back is a blessing As you open your eyes, you whispered in my ears, “I’m afraid of losing…”   Tears welled up in my eyes, bunches of tulips were rotten Everything we had before was forgotten All I asked is just a crown of Santan But now you left me hanging; but now you’re gone.