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@Chamomile in September 2020

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Night Reverie Have dreamt of a day well spent. An innocuous moment sharing table of plenitude. Portentous hours perfectly filled in the spaces of my fingers with yours. Taking million steps paving the trails of nowhere to eschew inquietude. Into the woods, where invisibility is possible. Tossing bottles of vodka, sitting with sand between toes. Too grateful to be kissed by the luster of the sun, as its rays hit our dull faces. Persuaded by the waves of salty water, Feet were…

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September Time bump into death like flame nebula Had shared poison of trouble of each other’s lips Days as enchanted as gothic fairy tale by the lake Vanished like balls of cotton candy reaching condensation Promises made in a bubble flown by the wind Clear as clean sheets of paper wiping out dust of fear Fairy lights guiding our way towards window of truth Dreadful days in a room where summer’s nerve-wracking Embracing an Atmosphere that’s already gone Reminiscence of…

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Kiss of Betrayal Body was burning into ashes of remorse Finally savored the venom of words from your lips Hypnosis in your eyes like an angel with a shotgun Darted bullets through my bead of life Whisper of your hands became thorns of betrayal Leaving stains of blood, watching me fell Into the lake of fire of your love **Splatters of smile on your face were blades of lightning** **Crept through my veins ‘till thread of life into dash** **Grim reaper unveiled death with the…

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Pricked Footprints I was furiously chasing pavements of unhinged feelings towards your soul. Barefoot, I had engulfed footprints of Madeleine building bridges of cure but you punched me with walls of homesickness until it transformed into an invincible tower of isolation. Blades of time that weakened your armor of love had melted holes of windows and had grown into castle of red roses. Veiled in treacherous hues, you possessed me with a magical potion of eternal kiss. Rogue…

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Your Guardian Angel Smile like chopped onions transporting hurricane of tears. World turned into a tower of ice burg muddling my spirit. In the deepest calmness of the sea screamed ‘twas me. Seasons as beads slipping off a string, Crackling sea waves holding blades of splendor. Stars dropping shattered pieces of chandelier for us, Days like mire of Gehenna with a single arrow of night. Use my wings of freedom and dance in the ocean sky. Tweak my red strings and burst out…

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Moonlit Shone like melted corn. Dust light crept where river mourn. Drenched moon bow felt torn.

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Endlessly Cheap plastic rings conquering ephemeral touch of gloom. A jewel of ornate words in the skyline worth more than gold. *Moon Pendelum* Necklace of plea kneeling for appreciation. Sanctuary in the hill like a lighthouse with a view deck. Casket of adoration made me outstretched hollow bones of effort. Leaping back sun and rain to afford it. Stained ink of dilemma on my skin, Obsolete endeavor like ripped jeans. Unhinged cherubim as empty space in your friends mirror…

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Jar of Questions A bus ride of nightmarish collage of resentment to your place Jaded glances at people outside driven by rancorous spiral Trailing conviction in mainstream humanity, drone of their lives Synthetic amnesia about the savor of love scorching the world from home of comfort Felon of ripe desolation like a massive star explosion Restrained in holes of deceitfulness with throbs of friendship Smeared with abandonment and seclusion Dragging away tranquility of delight…

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The Weight Incessant whispering sounds in dreadful mind Caprice steps of going back to the sparkle of past. Room of caliginous paint in pitch-black when you vanished. Trail of betrayal to your door of innocence. Bending rays of light of pleasure on your window while sleeping with her. Forgotten pacts in the clouds of past. Daunting fragments on a string of finale. Pretentious identity in an evanescent greeting. Mind of elation where an Amaranthine like Northern lights---you.…

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Sundown Sea waves tossing stones. Rape flowers with peach sunset. As hands intertwined.

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T-shirts Unceasingly sailing, keeping buoyant under the rocking waves’ evil eye Won’t dive like an army fighting a war of moon tide alone Sitting on the brink of windows of reminiscence at twilight as the sky burnt blue. Overturned life raft of white noise and cigarette smoke Moments fossilizing the broken bones brought by fractured promises Now clatter mooring with a parachute and my shadow. Boxes of hidden solitude and elation Trembling like an earthquake in deafening…

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Northern Lights *Lypophrenia* haunts. Aesthetic Aurora's smooch. Healing shack calms fear.

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Danica Morning star's great spy. Soaked wild grasses bid good bye. Moon in skyline cry.

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Dulcet Whisper You're my Cannabis farm . In a world Biomorphic Architecture. **Milky Way of addiction.** Leaves of tranquility to my darkest chamber. Susurrous silence on my Gothic mind. **Yet my smoke of sanguine death.**

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Lean Meat of History Strands of hair in my memory foam pillows. Left without slumming the door of farewell. Stains of mixed perfume and human scent In my blanket like yellow fur agleam in the sun. Poked a warning of old rainy days. And a cloud of dust rose that stayed In the old bookshelf for a long span of time. Token of a roller coaster ride of my history. Now it's time for me to dust you off.

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Epitome Blossoms Blooms in shade of blue. Notorious water barrel. Hydrangea creeps hope.

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Savor of Savior In a combat of great woebegone, you're a vessel of water that soothes my throat of rusting nails. A shabby pair of slippers among shoes of luxury to my feet of blisters brought by shattered pieces of bottles. The cheapest one yet a clasp of convenience for you're worth more than bars of gold. You're the only bits and pieces that made me feel like home, a bandage of warmth, the *Sui Generis* antidote to the stench of my rotting wounds. **You're the only coin…

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Fall of Bliss Your whisper's a melancholic hum of river flow, That winter the wind pulls Cherry Blossoms of renewal. Pops of pink cutting off the leash of mourning nightingale. Warmth's a flare of sun unveiling masquerade of cynicism. Punches of holes of abandonment, Like catastrophic internal mass murder. Yellow fur rays metamorphose into glimmers of autumn leaves, Descending into my empty bead. **Come, grasp my hand of reckless bliss.** **Playing like thieves of time as we…

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Call of Rain Twilight aloft blue. Quivering sailors delight. Pinching summer rain.

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Healing Touch California bleeds. City lights into wildfire. Quests cloak of prayer.

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Waiting Outside the Lines Relishing graze of life like fading twilight. Breathing in a box of brink of death. Blinded by fear of holding fire arrow of risks. Biting the dust with bombs of anger and bullets of revulsion. How will you reach the flag of victory in a sandcastle of hope? Rules and regulations razed by wildfires of apocalypse. Ribbon of clouds intersecting my coastal pain coercing me to play benign. Get rid of the gun powder of hesitation. Lion’s tooth offered…

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If One Day If one day you would ask how much I love you, I would tell how Carousels, Twists, and Bumpers moved my thumping heart in a plane of fireworks spliced into parallel universe of uncertainty ‘til I reached the ground of realm of pricking reality. I love you like how Roller Coaster made me feel the gravity of urge and fear in an elevated railroad tracks with tight turns of doubt, creating steep slopes of collywobbles inside my tummy, and shivering inversions of scream…

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Beer Of Lie I was stricken by the wind of delusion when I asked you to hold my hand as we lied under the sky full of stars until the sun chased the darkness. I was drunk when I offered cans of beers on the walnut table upstairs at the roof top as we danced with fire flies. We were sharing a plate of crisp French Fries dipped in a seasoned pureed condiment called Heinz Tomato Ketchup like the taste of revenge on your lips. It was a lie that I was surprised when you served a…

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Hina-chan's Pour Dragonflies waved rain. Warm butterfly-pea blue tea. Blanket clothed cold feet.

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Heather Third of December shimmers as glitter and gold Stunning in your sweater fall down from the ceiling Like a magical fairytale when tea meets coffee But watching your eyes as she walks by in a broken sonnet Sight for sore eyes bluer than ocean sky Has caught you mesmerized in an orange smoke While I die like Pleiadas in my night sky Why’d you ever stolen hot brew kiss? Am not as grander as Heather Robbed off your sweater like rainbow cloud clothing her **She’s more than…

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War Trudge across the desert as the sunbeams diffracted off Defeating dauntless enemy hurtling through a cosmic dust cloud Lying in the trenches with a glimpse of your monochrome grayscale Iridescent puff of forever seen form our frame won’t let her take my bead A woman in Glory hole of Lake Berryessa with hidden stitches and burns Ribbon of tsunami intersecting my coastal torment searching for the point of avenge Absquatulating chaotic vows paving hindmost barrier full of…

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When We Say Incredible splendor that you caught in my eyes. Making pebbles of something into everything as perfect slanted rocks. Under crystal clear skies listening to the rhythm of crashing sea waves. Gore and gloom that fed me drowned in our well of touch and smooch. Generating monochrome gray scale of us in a jar of starlit nights. Before the dusk, sitting with darkness by the ocean on our soul’s throne. Mind clogged gathering lethal signals mocking vintage films of our…

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Without You Bucket full of blubbering waiting for a lightning, Closing precious eyes from a stairway to the sea of stars. Fighting from blazing wildfires of doubts just to reach you. Sit under the tree of prophecy watching sunrise and blue butterflies. Wake up in your nightmarish fantasy of should have been. Kiss the air of serenity I breathe as the moon’s drifting away from the Earth. **Fission of tiny crystals in thin clouds won’t flip another leaf of today without you.**…

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Moonlit Night Crickets reigned the dark. Firebug crowned fission bomb's flare. Trailing moonlit sky.

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Sun Beams' Bloom Solar rays flicker. Vault of heaven lost its tint. Helianthus heals woe.

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Flint Of Memory How can I forget a ghost of you as if you were a dehydrated umbilical cord preserved in a frame commemorating my birth. A perspective of parallel strings between Law of Attraction and Superstition when I turned one, you're a small cut of my hair swathed in scented paper nesting in a random page of dictionary. You're my first birthday, blowing candles of miracles of birth and slicing cake of milestone, the moment I existed in this world. You were atoms in my…

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A Thousand Years Sea of stars of heart thumps furiously as jellyfish nebula. Clandestine of the wind wrapping paints of promises. Watching you stand alone like a comet setting over foggy hills. Bleeding cuts died out after a call for succor. Seeking spiral oblivion as time’s rancor stood still. A silent voice of beauty in a star gazer’s body. Won’t lodge in a labyrinth of melancholy in front of me. Catching raindrops in my hands the day we met. Liquid infernos burning my…

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Empty Space Your absence in any corner of the chamber. Not in a high- ceilinged corridor or in a window of basement of a castle. Missing you like a prisoner behind dungeon bars. Your voices as catawampus boulder fixation in every single thing I do. Hampering a missing piece in a sunset casting a golden orange glow. Deafening finger guns of your name where silence swaddled in tones of beige. Paralysis in a cheap hollow reflection while bursting into flames. Won’t unlock…

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Golden Star fall Marigold's melee. Soul booster for frozen core. Enigma's aegis.

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Plethora Blue lagoon's vision islet. Blood's grandeur of darkness void. Screamed naiveté.

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Alive First blood of apocalypse as a duel with swords. Creeping the final glass of ale with a taste of hope. Soul’s worse than sinews of this decaying body of struggle. Repulsed against hordes of zombies. Mocking the pearly dew of the morning hazes of convenience. Virus of mystery polluting magic of the skies into flesh-eating monsters. Terminating wily fox of courage of survival like a sore of cancer spread. Towering self-assurance with trickery eyes with the curse of pain…

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Mystic Grass Clumping blue fescue. Eye-catching icy foliage. Bloom plumes in summer.

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Sakura Blossoms in hundreds. Majestic clouds of petals. Dashing white and pink.

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If If making you love me means folding clothes of faultlessness in a suitcase without wrinkles of blunders and tossing them in a dryer along with a damp washcloth of my shortcomings. If it’s resting your white shirt out on an old towel of past while rubbing a cut lemon half on the rust stains of pain. If it seems like protecting white sneakers from microscopic dust of treachery, dirt of doubt floating around, stains of white lies, and liquid through dab of baking soda,…

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All of Me Smart mouth like seeds turning into green shoots over the strawberry’s surface. Drawn me in the constellation Cygnus, kicked me out as a colossal bubble in space. Head spinning in blue oxygen but couldn’t pin you down the hydrogen regions. Beauty of mind like how the smoke muffled the stars. Enchanted clandestine ride on a little snow on the ground. Touch vertigo to last night’s star trip. Head’s submerged on the edge between light and darkness. Barely breathing in…

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Passenger Seat Cherubim’s smile as glowing sunrise inside my skyline. A drive of special peaceful moment in my beep of chaos and noise. Perfume and scent exploding in the open window of my car. Tongue-tied with a whirlwind in my mind dealing with traffic lights. Glimmers of eyes worth more alive than dead, my room of healing. Resurrection of my body and breath in the dusk. Embraced red light and gulped down a drink of unbreakable bond of lifetime. Mind clouded felt to go to…

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Picturesque Smile as sun-like star. Brown eyes stunned in turquoise sea. Brings serene sunset.

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Your Universe Rain on face traded with a golden summer smile. Silver lining to the orange smoke of weariness and dread. My joy to the worst era in history where I live. Amidst the cloudiest human group ever established. Slummed door of sleep paralysis healing in your universe. Took hats off to your stars with caramel bars. **Gentle calmness of your caress when out of control.** **Laugh turned into symphony.** **Raptured heart flyin’ away above the clouds of cotton.**…

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Crossroads Wanted to sink my knife of torment into his heart. Wrapped my arms around powerless promises, in the warmth of lies. Consequence closing in my tragic demise, paralyzed with the man in front of me. Like an uncorked bottle at the crossroads, driving to the unknown scent. Pigeon gray of glances through the window, silent noise in my earphones. Hidden steel blue glitches, burnt out by their calls. Street lights filled with oceans, giving me compass pointing me home.…

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Sunrays of Hope Silhouetted by the death of sun. Astonished in a post-truth Crater Lake Stardust. Whisper of innocence in a conch shell. Fainting echoes of truth, ocean waves of genuine friendship. **Punches of real reflection.** **Wrathing Titans of verdict.** **Painting silver lining of hope through smile.**

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Brave Spirited as Golden Aspens. Ineffable cuteness Has me tongue-tied. Heart-melting smile My kind of relief.

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Spot In an empty space, there is always a spot; in a world full of Is, hes, shes, theys, and wes. There is always yous. There is always a spot that will serve as a reminder that everyone is unique, that everyone deserves to be treated special. **And that is one of million reasons why people wake up every morning wearing their perfect smiles with painted rosy tint on their faces.**

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Best Part of Me Lungs faded to black, heart’s pure as glacier cave. Hands like Andromeda Galaxy were scarred from a dark sky location. Graying hair’s thin as clean sheets, slowly falling out. A bit of insecurity of all the wrong places where chrysanthemum’s wilted. Crossed eyes but still baby blue, soul’s singing a melody under the city’s cosmic river. Biting nails, telling the truth in a picturesque time-lapse. Day to day body shape like starry night sky fluctuates.…