@CX29 6 July 2021 more from that month

What does depression feel like? You don't want to live but you don't want to die.. you don't want to talk anyone but you feel very lonely.. you wake up every morning and simply wait for the night to come.. I feel that for 2 years.. around 2014 to 2016.. when he came he healed me.. and I can't remember that feeling anymore for 5 years.. i will always thank God for giving me a man who hugs all my pain and wiped my tears.. love me unconditionally.. but i feel something wrong with me today.. 😕😕 -why I'm feeling like this, why I'm so emotional?.. is this they called wedding jitters?.. next month will both say i do.. but why I'm worried for something.. tsk tsk..