@Bithan 11 September 2020

Music Music has this way with me . I get so lost in it but it’s the only thing that helps me find myself. It knew I no longer had my mother smile to fine comfort nor my father's arms to find protection so I clung to its embrace . I’d wrap myself in the arms of lyrics who spoke softly to my anxiety and I’d hide behind the curtain of instruments when the tornado of depression blew in .

Musoc was like this rope that pulled me in it would weave its fingers through the core of my being , stitching the pieces of me I tried to ignore - the shards of a broken soul tucked away instead of being mended back together . If it was not there for me, I’d lose control. I’d drown my problems in tears allowing myself to ride the high wave of recklessness only to get lost at the sea of my thoughts . Bit it saved me . Music was my life jacket. Music kept me afloat .