@Binteamjad 17 March 2021 more from that month

Distorted thoughts

It's almost gotten fully dark in this little heart of mine... What should i do? I have this hope to turn it back to normal... Will I be able to do it... let's see... As far as i can remember.. I was just a happy child who used to go out pretty much everyday... Just to play with her friends ...little did I know that i was playing with the people's heart...mocking them in the worse way they could imagine... but to me.. it was normal...atleast that's what i thought at that time But to those whom i hurt...it was devastating... I ruined their lives...even the lives of those who loved me.. I hurt them so much that they started leaving me..one by one...just so that they could atleast move on...from this traumatising nightmare ..I on the other hand..got stuck then and there... that mentality... I was never able to get rid of.....I was just like everyone on the outside. Happy and contented....but from the inside... I was crumbling...just like the buildings in an earthquake.. To be continued