Familiar feeling

I remember walking down this isle. We used to dance here when you were walking me home, and our favorite song was playing. I still remember how happy we were. It's been long since we were together, but I still have this familiar feeling every now and then. I'm not sure if I still long for you or is it just the idea you left me with? 2 years have past, but everytime I go the places we used to be, I seem to still remember you-us, how happy we were back then. I could even remember the conversations we had in the field, how you were imagining that we would be together for as long as we could, how you'd promise me of a lifetime, everything that made you so happy, angry and sad. I had to pause for a while. Had to breath. I was confused for a while. "Do I miss him?" I said to myself. "I guess he left me so much to remember" - I continued. I began walking again-going home, at a slow pace. "I think, us being apart was the best not only for me but for you as well. Our relationship became so toxic none of us would actually survive. I just hope that wherever you are, whoever you are with right now, you are happy and that you fill your heart with joy that you deserve. Until then... " I whispered these words as I looked up in the sky. Imagining you reaching for your dreams. ❤️ You were this familiar feeling I could not ignore. You were my greatest love whom I lost halfway--because in the end, you broke my heart. //lead image and words, by yours truly, Elli "belly"