@Bait 12 October 2022

I'm so tired, God. So exhausted sa same battles. Yung akala mong tapos na 'yung laban na 'yon, pero hindi pa pala. Yung akala mo okay na ang lahat, pero hindi pa din pala. Do we really have to fight the same battles over and over again? Madalas mapapatanong ka talaga kung ano 'yung gustong ituro sa'yo ni Lord. Kung bakit kailangan mo ulit pagdaan 'yon? Nakakapagod din pala talaga, Lord. Hindi kona kasi talaga maintindihan, hindi kona din alam ang gagawin. There are a lot of times talaga na gusto ko nalang sumuko, but I still choose to surrender everything to You, God. I may be battling with the same battles over and over again, but I know that you are also the same yesterday, today, and forever. You are faithful. You are good, gracious, merciful, and You are a promise Keeper. I know that highs and lows, You are with me. I know that you are working even if I don't see it. I know kahit ano man 'yung pinagdadaanan ko ngayon, it will work for good. I'm just asking for peace that surpasses all understanding, for your comfort, and please be with me in the midst of the storm, oh God. Hindi ko man naiintindihan 'yung mga nangyayari sa life namin ngayon, but I will still trust in You, God. Whatever circumstances man ang pinagdadaanan ko ngayon, I will be joyful because I know that You are in control, You are sovereign, and I know that I am loved by You. And just a reminder para sa'ting lahat, kakayanin natin kahit ano mang pagsubok ang kinakaharap natin ngayon. God is always with us. All is well, my friend. Even though walk through the darkest valley, I will fear no evil, for you are with me; your rod and your staff, they comfort me. (Psalms 23:4)