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Disapponted and hopeless How can I book my day briefly? so: completely frustrated, hopeless and angry ... Yeah I know, I keep complaining about something, yeah I know it’s boring. Like my articles ... I give up. I’ve been reading a lot on read.cash in the last few days, tips, advice on how I could be better. I read and saw that there were many successes, and after so many failures, I told myself that yes, I am capable of it too. I started my last article yesterday, took photos in the kitchen, and then started writing the article, every time until this afternoon I had a few free minutes, I wrote a few sentences for my article. Then I edited the photos, edited the text, published the article. I was satisfied. I thought I did this article well.

Every time I publish a new article, I keep an eye on new articles. I'm waiting for Random Rewarder, I'm crazy. If he upvoted an article later than mine then I know I was left out of line again. While I wait, I read. And of course I envy it. And I read Random Rewarder’s article over and over again about what’s good and what’s wrong in an article, what are the expectations. I couldn't meet again today ... I was very disappointed. Then I continued reading other people’s articles. I’ve read about how much success others have had here in a few days or weeks. I became even more disappointed. I always get advice on writing long articles. My articles are 3-4-5-6-10 minutes. I see a lot of times that others have had success with <1 minute or 2 minute articles ... Then I read an "journey on read.cash" article again, clicked on the user's profile to see what articles and how long he is writing. The user has not been here for a long time and all articles are <1, 2 minutes. At that time I was no longer disappointed but I was almost angry.

That was the moment I decided to give up. Because I know that not only the length but also the quality of the articles matters. But I don’t want to believe that my articles are all that bad. Maybe the truth hurts. I just don't belong here. Thanks for the lesson!

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