September 22, 2021
When I was a teenager I have so many questions on my mind about the loss of a loved one. I ask myself that if I want to talk to them can they hear me or can they talk back to me? I am thinking of these always because there are so many things I want to tell to my mother. Some words that I wasn't able to say to her when she was still alive. Am I too late to say this? It's a yes because she wasn't alive anymore.
Growing up without a mother wasn't easy, there were times that I want to know something that only girls would know but I have no one to talk to. I have my father and siblings with me but it is still different. I always wanted to have a complete family as what others have experienced but God took my mother in my early years.
I was the fourth child of the family. I grew up with honors in school during my elementary years but my mother hasn't seen all those achievements. Ma, I wish you were there with me going up to the stage to get my ribbons and medals? I wish you are there to say how proud you are for having a daughter like me.
How I wish you are with me right now and listen to what I am going to say.
Mama, can you hear me if I say...
I miss you...I miss you so much ma. There is no day that I haven't think of you. There were times that I think of the day when I was young, you were cuddling me to sleep, you combed my hair with your fingers as you rest beside me. How I miss those sweet moments with you. I miss you being near me, those smiles that always warm my heart, and the hugs and kisses that you've shown to express how much you love me. I freaking miss all of those.
I love you ma and know that we will always do. Though you are not here with us physically, you still hold a special place in our hearts. Your memories with us are forever treasured.
Thank you for bringing us into this world and let us experience how wonderful it is to be alive. I got to see different places with different beauties in them. I met so many people who make me laugh, cry, broken, and down but even if I feel those, I am thankful to you and God that I was able to experience this. All these emotions make me strong.
I LOVE YOU, I MISS YOU, AND THANK YOU!💕💕
Losing is part of living. We will lose our loved ones in unexpected ways. When my mom was gone I realized so many things, not exactly at the time that she left because I was still young and innocent way back but in my teenage years.
We aren't in control of our lives. Anytime God will take this away from us.
Cherish each moment with our loved ones while we still have the time. Set aside those negative emotions "hatred, jealousy, anger" that will ruin our relationship with everyone. Forgive ourselves and others so we will always have peace of mind and heart so that when we leave this world or our loved ones will depart, our hearts will not be full of regrets.
Say the things that you wanted to say like how much you love them and care for them. Not all have the time to tell this to them, maybe later or tomorrow we will be gone or they will.
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I am sure that your mom was there when you went up the stage. And I know that she was smiling at you while she was saying that she was so proud. I know that it only happens in movies but I am sure that she was able to witness all of your milestones in life. Huuugs BCH_LOVER. 🤗