“What really makes you happy” Now, just woke up and saw a post of a friend online. It makes me think more about life, it hits me. I feel him somehow. The sadness, pain, struggling, happiness, all the feelings that a normal person feel. I, myself feeling alone, rejected, betrayed and lied to for a very long time. This happened to me recently. After that traumatic event, i didn’t eat for two weeks, didn’t sleep at all just staring at the ceiling and laying down on my bed the whole day thinking “Why? why did it happen to me, why me? i did all the things to make it perfect ,Give everything i have but still this is all i get in return.” I also feel i wanna kill myself, end up everything so i won’t feel anything about it. Hopeless, worthless, feeling ugly, all the negative things. I feel so tired of all the things around me. Then one day, when i woke up. In just a snap i think that it’s not me who did something bad so why do i need to feel this way and trap myself in loneliness. Then i suddenly feel the presence of other people that really cares for me. I talked again to God, family, true friends and even talked to my pets. Then i feel alive again. Felt the real happiness. Focus on the things that really make you happy. It is normal to feel everything because that’s what normal people do. Don’t trap yourself into something that is not good for your soul. Keep trying, we are all in this together, we can all do this 🤙🏻 Sorry for the long post hahaha i just want to say this little creature here (my pet, peebee) One of the reason that makes me happy. 💚💙❤️ #Pets