Sometimes you fed up from past things that made you sad but remind yourself positive at that time

There were too many stars in the sky that day, the moon was too bright and attractive. Whenever I was sad, I would come and sit on the balcony of my house, there was probably a day like that. I have been sitting in these silences for a long time with my head raised towards the sky, but I know why there was so much noise in this silence, which was making me restless even in this attractive environment, there were tears that I could not stop. How much time had passed since I had just sat there, but neither the sky nor the gravity had changed, nor the noise within me, how many years had passed in a few moments, my being was breaking with pain, The tongue was very silent, the face was turning yellow, I wondered which destination I was heading towards, I had asked so many questions inside, but no one had the answer, the anxiety was growing. , Then dared, stopped his tears, hardly but laughed at himself, told a lot to Jude, reminded me of the precious moment, it only took a few moments but in the same attractive and quiet environment now was just the sound of my laughter , And the echo of that laughter There was no anguish and pain, but a never ending peace.