Daily Struggles

I can't be the only one who wakes up after a restless night and just lays in bed looking and wondering what the hustle is for. I curl my feet up and stare and wonder what difference I'm making. If I chose to do nothing or go nowhere all day, will my impact be missed? If I'm out of reach for two days, will anyone notice? Somehow I get myself to stand up from the bed, I get to the bathroom and I get the urge to cry it all out. I am not sad or at least I wasn't sad when I went to bed last night. However waking up and realizing I'm already behind schedule and I have a lot to do tomorrow is a whole lot. The pressure on humans. All for what? They say after getting your degree life gets better and easier. Does it really? Somehow I get myself to bath and carry on with my day. I hope it gets better. I hope this isn't all there is. Struggle after struggle. The poor struggles always. Even the rich men still struggle each day. Life tuff, I guess.