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I Don't Get Money When I Need it the Most!

You can't avoid the necessity of cash and you also can't earn enough of it. I find it the hardest in my life and it has embarrassed numerous times. Like now, I need about $300 and I've been trying to collect it and failing. Like many others, the covid-19 lockdown has put me off my job and unfortunately the company I started working 4 months ago, had shut down in the last week of March 2020. I somehow managed to manage a freelance writing job, but that too has slipped away a couple of weeks ago. Now, all I'm left with are monthly rent, bills, fees, and debts- all due to date, and its the 9th of the month already (half past). In my country, it's also difficult to get personal loans also, though I'm grateful to some good souls who still reach out to help me out to their capacity. I tried to check if I could do something with the Crowdfunding stuff, but that too doesn't work with Bangladesh. The PayPal is yet to be operative in Bangladesh, I'm unable to receive money from many affiliates and gaming websites. I love writing but when I get depressed due to such substantial crisis, my focus wavers, and I lose productivity. It's been my shortcoming also that I'm dumb in terms of money management and getting the best monetary deals for anything. I don't know what to do about this and how long this financial hazards will follow me.

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