Over think

I want to shout to burst in tears the moment i read your chat "Hindi na ako makakapunta jan nag sisimula na yung laro" My mind says " i told you this moment will come he will start to choose something over you " Nasaktan akoo alam mo kung bakit dahil mahal kita yun yon. Sorry to say this pero parang tumatagal natitiis mo na akoo nauuna mo na ang ibang bagay over I Tsk did i over react in this situation? I know im with you yesterday. But i want to see you before Ill go home is that wrong? Dota can wait naman diba but then again sabi mo nakasugud naaa so there's no turning back naa?? You cant quit ? Siguru oo then fine go mukhang mas mahalaga yata ngayun yan ehh Siguru na ino-overthink ko lang yung bagay bagay just to hurt me why? Wala lang ganun ako mag isip ehh Pero nasaktan parin ako you cant change that fact im feeling right now Bursting into tears will calm me Pero baka mamaga mata koo eeh Should I start accepting the fact that you can now choose/ prioritise things over me? Kailangan ko na bang dahan dahang sanayin ang sarili ko na hindi na ako ang mangunguna lagi sayu? Starting today I will TRY