I do not know why I am writing this, but I just wanted to write, haha, a complete happy life and nothing missing. Yes, this is what we all strive for, but in fact, perfection is all for God. It is good and that everything will be fixed, but there is nothing wonderful and real in this life except that we are alive, yes, we are alive, but bodies without a soul, everything has no meaning. The truth is, when I was looking for love, I forgot that money is the one that will go along with me, but I am mistaken for a thousand times. Now I see myself that neither love lasts nor money exists. Stupid I was the one who saw that everything I dreamed of will come true, but here is my youth wasted and I do not have any dream I dreamed to Haha, how scary to remember that the date of study is approaching and you do not even have the fare for the bus to go to the university or the university’s money from its origin and other expenses for the accommodation, even new clothes and your tools and all these and my dreams that I want to live and others today I believed that really nothing without money and nothing is achieved Because I did not strive for money. Every day I sleep and I am comfortable. It is true that I sleep with a crying eye, but I am sure that nothing is permanent in this world. Everything is gone. Neither dreams, nor money, nor love is useful, only your grave, your actions in life, and your good intentions.