@Amanda08 11 February 2023 more from that month

Thinking where I am going . . Entering this year without plans (it is new to me since I am a overthinker, always planning ahead). But, now? I don't know. I keep asking myself each day, where am I? Do I still need to be in my work? Should I invest and take risk? Should I resign and take different field of job? Is this the life for the next 3 or 5 years? Lots and lots or question keeping me pre-occupied and didn't have focus on everything. Scattered, little things click in mind and then after few days will fall out of interest. Going out, catching up with friends, I always lost energy even I had my 12 to 15 hours of sleep. Losing hope in every decision I am about to take a step. But, if I want it I will work hard for it, qualifications get me down at times. Yeah, I am still stack at 2019, it is 4 years ago and still and felt like myself was left in there. Dreams, goals and even plans. I am working it now, but the hardest part is that the closest person to be with me, cheering me and be happy with I've had is the ones who put pressure on me.