Haven’t been working out for a couple of days for some reasons, and I felt like I gained back the weight that I’ve lost before, which is a bad bad news! *Boink boink*
So here I am, trying to ge tback on track. But my brother-in-law’s jump rope is too short for me. 😑
So I stick to my workout routine instead, plus the dumbbell. Whatta a good sweat! 💪🏻
I’ll always love you.
I love you and I’ll continue to delicately hold you in every nightly prayer I make each and every night, or even when I’m awake. I’m not a religious person as you may know, but I always thank God for giving you to me and I always asked Him to give me more strength and patience as we walk through this journey of us together, so you can always rely on me and rest on me whenever you feel the need to.
I know I never fully understand how love works entirely, but in it’s humblest form, I know love doesn’t ask anything in return. It grows in its own way, and it perseveres kindly even if it gets unreturned sometimes.
But I want to let you know that, even we are not sure about the existence of multiple parallel universe, or even if we don’t have the assurance of a next life, I’d still choose you, I’ll choose you in every next life that may be given to me over and over again.
- Aly
Food photo dump 📷
Had a short vacation in Cavite, because I voted as well. My besties tho, spoiled me a lot, and bought all of my cravings, and it felt like I gained a lot of calories in less than a week! Lmao
I’m posting these all together, to remind myself that I needed to go back on track to burn those carbs, and do a lot of workout again.
But not gonna lie tho, all my cravings are satisfied! 😅
Favorite meal of course, is that one I had with the bb! (Sadly, I don’t have photos of that one) Domo arigato gozaimasu Tokyo Tokyo! Pero di masarap kanin nyo 💔
I know there is something about us that’s similar. Perhaps it’s not about literal form, but it’s something only we understand. Like you are the very first thing that felt right in my life.
—
It’s Sunday morning but the rain’s not falling. We wear softness like as if we never outgrew it. You’re the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen my entire life. The moment I layed my eyes on you, it’s as if time stops literally for a seconds. You ran into my arms, seems longing to have that warmest hug we’ve been waiting for to share for a very long time.
But the long wait is over now.
I have finally been able to smelt the sweetest kind of scent, my nose engraved it on all sides of its sense, so I can forever remember it no matter how miles apart we may get.
You fit in my arms perfectly just like what I imagined, and your soft skin, almost like a porcelain, I can still feels every inch of it. I cling to every parts of you that turns me on, like as if I were a rind that’s in desperate need of ripening. My heart could be shattered out in pieces like pomegranate seeds, and you can place it in your barehands, and I can still feel safe about it.
And suddenly, I am this needy thing reaching out, breathing for you, and it feels like I’m finally healing. You tamed the sound of chaos from my heart just like that, and all the noises from my mind suddenly subsided just by your mere presence. You brought calm to my screaming soul, and gives peace to my very being.
We stood there, looking at each other, saying nothing for a moment, but it was the kind of nothing that meant everything.
- Aly
“Felt cute, might delete later.”
— Seriously, every selfies caption in social media these days 🤣
Don’t mind this random nonsensical update of mine. I’m kinda just missing my favorite weather, a.k.a hoodie / sweater weather. I’ve been struggling to survive this massive heat right now, skin allergies all over. It made me so frustrated! I’m literally am melting! 😭
Ciao! 👋🏻
No pain, no gain game this time! 💪🏻
Working out with my girl while boomblasting this frisky playlist of mine. For some reason, it keeps me going and motivates me a lot. Ha! 😏
But not gonna lie, she’s my real motivation tho. Hihi
Oh goddamnit! I’m melting from this too much heat. Sweating a lot indeed! 🔥
Crypto market looks awful these days! Ever wondered why? 😪
Oh well.. let’s break it down a little.
Tesla a.k.a Elon Musk’s company suddenly decided to stops accepting bitcoin as one of the payment option for their products. The reason is that, there is a rapid increase on using coal and fossil fuel for bitcoin mining and transactions, which is obviously harmful to the environment. Maaaaan! Elon’s a big environmental health advocate! So it’s like keeping the nature of the harm over the money for him.
Plus China on the other hand, totally banned all cryptocurrencies transaction on Sichuan province. So yeah! A total disaster for cryptos probably for couple of weeks or more. Who knows? 😪
I regretted not following my intuition on selling some the other day. Never thought that it’s gonna fall down this bad like right now. Bye dolla bills! 💸
“You’re all my seasons”
You’re my Winter — Someone who gives me that satisfying kind of shivers, whenever your cold aura sends that kind of chills down to my spine and to every part of my body. Makes me want to have a hot chocolate or coffee. Or crave for a cuddle on a shaking sheets.
You’re my Spring — For you always helps me to grow in all aspects, in different ways. But my favorite is that, you made me grow for the better. You never get tired on watering my withering soul until I bloom into something beautiful.
You’re my Summer — You’re a literal ball of sunshine who always brighten up my day. Your warmth that can melt this cold heart of mine, and your light that never fails to find its way through all the darkness inside of me. You’re my yellow. My forever favorite hue!
You’re my Fall — You reminds me that letting go can be beautiful too. That not all endings are sad, but is actually can be the start of something new, something better. And that life starts all over again even if it crisp in the fall. Another pages to turn.
Seasons may change, but my love for you will never fades. Will never get change.
- Aly
Hey Siri, play “Love Me Harder” by Ariana Grandé 🏋🏻
Body pain never felt this good! 😏
I mean, from 1,000 jump rope. 150 inclined push ups. And 10 minutes of plank. The thing with working out is that, it gets so addicting that it made me want to do more reps even though my body’s screaming from pain already. Hihihi
Hello! Just dropping by. I’ll go take some shower now. 👋🏻
I wanna have a date with you in the park, on the verge of the city, reading our favorite books, with the leaves falling like snow, crashing petals on our fingers, and I’ll put one on top of your ear.
I wanna rest my head on your lap, kiss your hand gently, and while your lips are painted with the color of red roses, they will eclipse into mine, and taste you like you’re the finest of wine.
Soothing safe. Peace. We can hear the sound of our heartbeat. Let time stop right there. May our love last forever.
- Aly
Sad ako, gusto ko ng tattoo! 🐺🌙
Found myself yesterday wandering around pinterest, trying to look for a tattoo idea that might fit the taste of this finicky jerk. I did found some tho, and all I need is to choose the best one, so I could push forward to the perfect second ink on my body. Plus, I need some reinking on my first tatt as well. It’s a bit faded already.
But a matchy tattoo with the bb sounds a perfect idea! 🤧
Ciao! 👋🏻
“I wanna cuddle. More more cuddles!”
It’s the long weekends. The vampy witch doesn’t have a working schedule, so the sorcerer and her just stayed at home on this rainy day.
———
I was reading my favorite book, while my smol bean is clinging to me like a koala bear. Snuggle snuggle.
I looked into your eyes and did realized, that you needed more hug. I hugged you tight and we stayed like that. Time went by, and I was still sitting there hugging you like there is no tomorrow. I didn’t feel like my hug was enough just yet. Your eyes were still close, but there is a little smile painted on your perfect lips.
“Don’t worry, I won’t stop hugging you until the moment you feel enough safe to let go all of your worries. You’re not alone anymore, and you will never be.”
I whispered as I hugged you even tighter.
- Aly
I just love how Twitter sentiments affects the rise and fall of crypto. Socmed influence never disappoints. Lol
A literal roller coaster hell of a ride for BCH lately, eh? Bet, the bear and the bull are trying to beat each other that hard! Hoping for the bull to win tho! Because, who’s not missing the $700+ value for BCH? I know I’m not the only one. 🥲
Bella ciao!
Back to cuddling with the bb! 😌
And suddenly, every song I bumped into was about you. All about you ♥️
Forewarning: A Huge Simp ahead 😌
It’s hard not to be this much of a simp with my girl, because she’s indeed the most amazing woman I have ever knew. Her sense of humor that’s just insanely good, makes my tummy aches every damn time. Laughter is indeed the best medicine eh? Hehe plus her being so talented and all. And she’s that someone who have such a beautiful mind and soul. And damnit, she’s so gorgeous! Too gorgeous actually. I’ll never get over on how lovely her face truly is.
I’m the luckiest jerk! 😏
———
Tons of different love songs about her on my playlist, but her voice, the sound of her voice will forever be my favorite melody.
We are force to believe that the perfect and beautiful eye colors are blue, green, and grey. And yes, maybe they are, or maybe they are not.
And though every love songs are about them, and every poems compared them to the skies and the sea, but your eyes, those brown eyes are like a pool of honey in the sun. Thick and rich like chocolate or coffee, the color of comfort and warmth. And when the light reflects onto them, it radiates the perfect joy and excitement.
Your brown eyes hold the depths of the earth, and it owned the magnitude of a black hole, its weight is too heavy that it can easily sweep away the ocean into the abyss.
And like an amber and an onyx, like copper against gold, your brown eyes are decadent. Reminds me of the color of autumn, like two perfect orbs shape of earth freshly after the rain. The color of your eyes are not simple as they wanted it to be.
“Brown eyes were never my favorite, until I saw yours.”
- Aly
See that sketch? I made that one. 😊
I used to draw before. I’m not that good in sketching tho if there’s no reference that I can copy. But I stopped doing what I love to do a year ago, because I’m too caught up by procrastination. I became too lazy to do things that I love, and it’s hard for me to pick up myself and get back on track. Maybe you’re in the same situation right now. But hey, hear me out.
We can never win against procrastinating most times. But as Manjiro once said;
“The most important thing is not to win a fight, but not let yourself be defeated.”
Let’s just procrastination swallow us whole for now, but never let it defeat us to the point wherein we stop doing what we love to do, for good.
Maybe one day, I’ll draw once more. And I hope, when that day comes, it’s your pretty face that I’m sketching with my pencil.
- Aly
She’s my Sun,
and I am her Moon.
We wait for each other
day and night,
we will never get tired.
But when we met,
our burning love
will perfectly aligned
like eclipse that’s
rarely happens in life,
and when it does,
no time and space
can break us apart.
- Aly
Overexposed 💿
Old but gold! My forever favorite Maroon 5 album will always be this one. Remember when Payphone almost feels like a national anthem for months? Lmao! That’s track number 2 from this album. I still remembered how my replay button blasted off back in the days because of that song. Hihi
Playing this gem on shuffle while lying at the swing with Lilo-chan here on our backyard, thinking of the bb, wishing she was here too. 💭
What are you up to in this balmy afternoon?
Yeah they were all yellow 🌙💛
The sorcerer suddenly appeared from behind your back, and silently watching you admiring your moon lamp.
“I’m happy you loved it.”
He uttered while the sweetest of smile is painted upon his face. You almost fall off from your swivel chair once again because of too much shocked upon hearing his voice.
You stood up and said; “You jerk! You really love to surprise me in any ways you possibly could, don’t you?” Teary eyed you say.
He nodded while smiling like a happy kid and walk closely to you, too close that you’ve been cornered up on your desk, and he gently hold you on your waist and face and gives you the sweetest kiss.
Strawberries and chocolates, always taste like you 🎶 a music played on the background all of the sudden.
He then whispers to your ear and said;
“Happy Thursday. May the end of your birth month be the most memorable one this year, my love.”
He kisses your forehead right after, while you’re still in shock, and then he casted a spell, winked, and he suddenly disappears.
You smiled like crazy, while millions of crabs can’t stop celebrating at your tummy.
“Blushing so hard eh?” You said to yourself while enjoying those butterflies you’re having right now.
———
Time can’t wait any longer I know, we’ll have the sweetest date on May for sure. 💛
“Don’t let other people rush you with their timelines.”
Wherever phase you are in life right now doesn’t really matter. The way we live life isn’t measured on how many achievements we’ve got, rather, it valued on how happy you are as a person. Never ever compared your life to what others have achieved right now, their paths are not yours to take.
May you always focus on your own journey, so you could truly see what’s life is in store for you towards the future.
Tell you what, we can never say that our successes is just waiting at the end of the line, but what we are sure of is that, whatever that is, that is what’s meant to be. That’s what something we deserve.
- Aly
Decoding code 143.24 to “I love you, so much”.
This girl helps me to become better in terms of many aspects, may it be physical or mentally. I used to be a walking volcano because of my effing short tempered before she came, but she managed to tame every anger, madness, and bunch of chaos inside of me every damn time. She never ceases to amaze me in so many ways. I’m beyond grateful to have her.
Did I forgot to mention she’s the prettiest one? Darn it! What a lucky jerk I am! ♥️
I will never trade this kind of love for any other. I’ll keep here for the rest of my being!
“A Letter To You”
Your phone rings. It’s the guard on duty, telling you you’ve got some mail from an unknown sender.
You went down immediately to pick it up. Went back to your desk right after to see what’s the mail is all about. And it goes like;
———
Dearest Smol Bean,
Greetings my dearest vampy witch. It’s been awhile. Last night’s rooftop date was truly memorable I must say. You always looks good even in your pj’s! Darn it! I will never stop admiring your beauty!
I’m sure you’re expecting to see me today like usual, but I thought, maybe, we could go back a little to some old ways, like sending love letter to the one I adored the most. It is you my love, it is you. So here I am, holding this magical pen in the middle of the night, pouring every bits of my feelings in this letter of mine, so I could send it to you when the morning comes.
I never knew that heartbeat could be this loud. I never knew that someone’s voice could be this sweet and comforting. I never knew that someone’s presence feels like a blessing, not until you came. You know what? Falling for you wasn’t falling at all. It feels like walking into a house, and suddenly knowing I’m home.
My heart still aches thinking about Thursday shits, but on the other hand, I realized, this day gives me all the time to simp so hard on you and shower you with every inch of my love like there is no tomorrow. We must admit, Thursday doesn’t feel the same anymore, for it’s kinda special now isn’t it?
I thought at first that it’s regretful to confess my feelings to this vampy witch, but turns out, it’s more of a blessing than a cursed. For I am forever blessed to have met the most amazing person in this chaotic earth. You are, indeed, is the only thing that closes to magic. I’m forever will be enchanted by your charm and grace.
The ink in my pen might ran out, but the words I can create just to describe your very existence are infinite. And I’ll never ran out of reasons to love you, for in the first place, loving has to be no reason at all. We just love. I just loved you so much. Buzz light year kind of thing this is. Hihi
Pardon me once more, for I can’t take you away to some magical place right now, I just want you to miss me a bit more. Hehe allow me to save all my powers for now, so I’ll have that enough energy to spend the rest of the time chitchatting with you tonight.
My heart will always be howling for you like a lone wolf, forever admiring the beauty of each and every moonbeam.
This sorcerer can’t wait to see you on the sweetest day of May.
Love,
Your Dire Wolf Sorcerer 🐺 🌙
Subcount : 1484 ♥️
It’s a code to me. The perfect code actually! Hihi because my girl’s name was contained of 8 and 4 letters. So basically, this subcount just means “I Love ***b**** *y**!
(I’ll probably lose some count after I posted this one, because some people in here are KJ enough, to be honest lol! But I don’t care, I’ll keep this for the memories)
Hey universe! You never stop’s sending such a cue every now and then huh? Keep going good Sir! I love it that way! 😏
The Sun Summoner
“Pain purifies the steam.. fear too. I promised you dear, oh you’d be surprised!”
My packed of demons told me, that I can only escape darkness when I find the Sun Summoner. So I’ve been searching and searching. Traveling from kingdom to kingdom. It’s as if this journey will never end, not until my disciples bumped into this brave young lady, who’s tougher than anyone I have ever mingled with.
“Pulled up your sleeve!” I command, but she won’t do as I say. So I pulled it up on my own, hold up her arm. I already feel her warmth as my hand touches her soft skin.
I slit her arm open with my golden ringed nail, and a ray of light slips pass through it like a warm sunshine. She was in literal shocked by what she saw, but I am not. For my heart is jumping with so much joy, as I uttered;
“I finally have found you!”
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You’re my yellow. 💛
- Aly
Went outside today to buy some parts for my Dad’s air gun. It’s hot indeed, but gladly there are a lot of trees shading the highway, so the heat of the sun didn’t bothered our road-trip that much. Mom’s with me by the way. 🏍
Ang mahal ng gasolina nga pala. Pero mas mahal pa din kita! 😏
Tell me, ain’t it corny bb! Hahaha ✌🏻
Thursday eh?
What’s wrong about today?
Actually, there is nothing.
It’s just that, the past memories
makes it kinda awful,
but it’s not Thursday itself
that’s gross, but the things
that happens before that
made it feels like
a weekly nightmare.
But we don’t have to wish
for this day to disappear,
but instead, we’ll try to
replace everything that’s bad
with something better.
If I could, I would pick your
favorite flowers today.
I’ll paint the sky periwinkle,
and will ask the sun to shine
in its brightest shade of yellow,
the color of your happiness.
Plus, I’ll ask some rainbows
to say hello to you at the
end of the day, and demand
the wind to be a bit colder,
the ones that you love,
and kiss your cheeks
in the most gentle way.
Thursday might be a bit dark still,
but I promise you my love,
I won’t give up until this day
became your most favorite one.
So for now let me be here.
Let me fill all the spaces that
makes you feel blank or empty.
Let me stay.
Let me stay not just for now
but until forever.
- Aly
Drops of Jupiter 🎶
My all time favorite song by Train made me realized a lot of things right now like;
All the things that I exactly thought would be the definition of heaven was actually overrated. I didn’t find happiness in the milky way, or in any constellations that looks so inviting, or in any things that looks straight out of Venus. I realized that the happiness I wanted was in you. Our five hours phone conversation, our late night talks, your sweet sweet voice, and everything about you. Every little damn thing about you.
I wasted a lot of time floating in the atmosphere, falling for shooting stars, looking for something that isn’t real. But in the end, the wind sweep me off my feet to sail across to you, dancing along with the light of the day, with drops of jupiter in your hair.
“The best soy latté that you ever had, and me?” 🎶
- Aly
Dearest smol bean,
Last night talked was quite different. It’s deep, full of emotions and everything else’s. I felt like a shadowed wolf looking at her smol bean soldier who can’t do anything but stare on the distance that keeps us away from each other. I can’t even touch you. You were too close to me, but it felt like I’m too faraway.
It pains me whenever you cried, saddens me whenever you’re not alright. If only I can go and pull the distance between us so I can be with you whenever I wanted to, hold you close, hug you tight, so I can calm the hurricane that keeps bugging you inside, but I just can’t. Sometimes fear isn’t the enemy of love, but distance is. All I can do is to be hopeful for you to find comfort in my words, find calmness in my voice, and may my stillness stops all your storms.
But hey, you’ve come so far my love. Words aren’t enough to describe how proud I am to every bits of your progress, because you did a really good job indeed. Others may not see it, but I do, and I’ll keep reminding you about it. For your darkness right now has some periwinkle rays peeking through it, and a golden dues of honey are slipping through your dark holes. You truly looks like a happy hues.
You are that kind of love that I will never trade for anything, or anyone. You’re the finest lady I’m beyond proud of to have, proud to be called the “love of my life”.
I won’t mind having many more late night talks like that one again with you, for I want you to know that no matter how many times we fall back to square one, I’ll be your forever number one wingman. I’ll try my hardest to make every of your fall, the safest one.
Love,
- Aly
Look at our baby 🥺🐶
Lilo’s eyes was like:
I got it from my Dad to I got it from my Momma real quick. Hehehe all eyes for our baby and her Mom only. The love of my life. ♥️
Effing adorable.
P.S.
I have a lot in my drafts to post, but my system is too occupied by the bb right now, so this one I think will do. 😅 Ciao!
Hey it’s Thursday. You didn’t even notice the sorcerer’s arrival as he appeared next to you out of nowhere.
“Zoning out again eh?”
You fell off from your chair upon hearing his voice, and he laugh so damn hard while your face turns as red as rose.
“What are you doing here?! You should be resting right now! You’re sick still! And my bosses might see you!” The witch’s say.
“Oh, not when the time had stopped again mi lady.” You looked around and stunned as seeing everyone’s has seemed to be frozen, not a single one is moving, just you and him.
“So what’s your plan now Mr.? You stubborn ass! I told you to get rest!” You angrily implide.
“Nothing actually. I don’t have enough power right now to take you to some magical place for our usual date. I just wanna visit you, see you for awhile, and check on the dandelion that I gave you the last time, to see if you’re really taking care of it. And now I know that you do, there’s nothing for me to worry about.”
He pause for a moment and walk closer to you, stops by an inches from where you are standing. Too close, he can smell the sweet scent of your beautiful hair.
He then continued talking;
“And I’m not worried anymore about you during Thursday, for it’s not that gloomy anymore. I can now feel the warmth of your aura like sunlight peeking through your dark clouds. And though I know that your past traumas might bother you still today from time to time, I’m confident enough that we’ll get pass through it over again.” The sorcerer happily saying.
Tears are about to fall down from the witch’s pretty face, but the sorcerer uses his little power to immediately casted a spell to make the dandelion’s petals floating right through where they are standing, like a sparkling fairy dust. He then hugged her gently but so tight.
“Hush now my love. You did well since the day I started taking you away from the hell that you’ve been in. I won’t let any of your darkness lay a finger on you again.” They both smiled sweetly towards each other.
The sorcerer kissed the witch’s forehead and bid his farewell right after.
“Looking forward to our next adventure mi lady. It was always a pleasure to steal some precious time with you. Until next week.” 😊
- Aly