@Alther 21 March 2021 more from that month

The wall clock

Opening the window near the prayer mat of the late, which is a little shabby but has deep memories, maybe this is what has been a loyal friend who has accompanied to prostrate to the power. The soft rustle of trees and leaves rustled ... the night wind still greeted and approached. Again closing the window in the room, trying to lie down, the wall clock has shown the number one. However, for some reason, it was difficult to close the eyes. The mind continues to wander, apparently. Back woke up from the bed, and sat silently while contemplating again. Hearts and minds still fly everywhere. Somehow this night can bring the atmosphere to be dissolved in uncertainty and contempt. Night, trying to find wisdom from the journey of life that has been undertaken. While asking the Creator, also complaining, why is it like this. Beliefs, doubts, and views are often misunderstood. Something that never imagined would happen. Something that breaks common sense, ethics, and manners. Also contrary to what had been believed so far. Do not want to lament, or ask the Power outside that should be asked of Him. Isn't life full of struggles sure and it is clear that you must continue to live it? The past has passed. Why do often have difficulty today how to thank the Creator, who has given so many blessings and gifts. Why should be sad? Have not such trials and tests been undertaken dozens of times? The days were really hard and it was as if a black cloud was shrouding life. But a heart that is used to being hurt, sad and despicable is like it's powerless this time. Something that when feel, is this alive. Is this fate. Is this the world? Why be discouraged. Have been through various trials and tests, and been able to overcome them? The difficulty is easy. Every problem has a solution. In today's era, where some people say that if you currently live in a crazy era, don't behave and act sanely because you will definitely not be considered sane later. Life is not as beautiful as the full moon. Life requires patience and sacrifice, and this is nonsense to say for today. Don't remember anymore, the anxiety that was in the mind. Not in the world of legends that are all beautiful and full of charm. Believing that in this world there are still many noble hearts. There are still many who also empathize and pray. Share what feel. Is it true? When the time has shifted slowly, it's like getting a signal that I'm almost finished with the answer I begged. Usually combines reasoning, intuition, and guidance from the Almighty. Ah, too arrogant if humans feel they have everything and are not aware of their weaknesses and shortcomings. Must be grateful when the universe agrees with the words that there is no easy way to achieve big goals. Nor is there anything that is easy to solve serious problems. The journey of life has recorded what happened in the journey of life. Currently also doing it again. Perhaps it also felt very heavy, as if the road ahead had closed. Nothing is open. There are very deep ravines and very steep high cliffs. But believe, the law of life teaches that all will have an end. Pray and say "Thank God". How peaceful the heart will feel when the Creator I believe has strengthened the heart and mind. Complaining only to the Almighty, who knows all, can turn the human heart upside down. Yes, every road traversed by humans is, all the same, nothing is different. Death will certainly be the end of it all, remember dying to live a better life and accept what has happened.