@Ainsley 2 September 2021 more from that month

Last night, before i slept, i cry a lot.. And i said "God, give me back my life" Then my dad come again to my dream.. For a long time he didn't come to my dream.. In my dream, me and my family r hanging out like what we use to do.. But the condition just like now (many things changed after my father gone) And in my dream i know that he come back.. i know he has gone for a long time.. But when we wanna go home, i see he sick.. And i ask him "Dad, want me to drive?" In car, he looked at me, he hold his tears.. And when i see his eyes i know that how hurt his body is.. And in my dream i end up take him to the church, even though i plan to go home.. I dunno why, but when i see church i automatically bring him there.. And yeahh, it's the end of my dream.. I need God to give him back, but i realize how much he hurts🥲