End of the month is approaching, bills is waving at me

We are working just to earn money to support our daily needs and to survive in life, but the thing in my situation now is I'm just working for nothing coz as you've read one of my previouse article I stated their that one of my problem in my working place or in my work right now is about the lost units that we obliged to pay that unit that worth of Php14,000 or $280 it is a big amount for me coz I know that we only payed a minimum of provincial rate.

My main concern now is not only that thing coz another sets of losses that we did not do, all the pull-out accessories from our store gone and the other store didn't claim it that they recieve that sets of accessories which is worth of Php5,000 plus, and also we have a lot of losses in our freebies that we need also to pay thats why I feel like I'm working now for nothing, I don't know what to do, bills is approaching this coming end month. I badly feel now of how other people feel when the times that they have nothing, I realize now how other people most especially those parents who have lot of debts or bills that needs to pay at the end of the month, All I can say is, it is a depressing situation and no wonder why some people drive to do bad things over other people just to escape to this kind of problem and some people came up to end their life just to end the problem.

I don't have a tiring job in my work but yesterday when I off to work I feel very tired all over my body especially my mind, I'm very depressed of why this things happened right now, It is very depressing to think that I always spent my time and effort to my work but at the end of the month I recieve nothing but dissapointments and stressing words.

Even my incentives for 15 days I didn't recieve, they hold it also as a payment for the other losses in our store, I want to quit this work but I want my Certificate of Employment so that it is easy for me to apply to other work but the thing is they will never release the COE if I can't pay all the losses in our store and also they will never sign my resignation letter also, so I'm here now, I trapped in a depressing situation where all I can do is to endure.

And also one of the reason why I still need this work right now is, I still have a bills not needs to pay and I don't have a back-up work if I will quit without permission, If I quit it's like I'm just waiting for miracle happened.

My plan for now is I must to look other work where I can easily work on, and while I'm here I need to double my time to cover up all my losses time.

Closing thought:

Money is just a worldly thing but this thing have a big impact to each and everyone, and I can say that right this moment I'm one of those who badly need it now but I think it's not that late, sabi nga nila habang may buhay may pag-asa pa, I still have a lot of time to work for it.

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