So today I decided to make a big decision .I was heartbroken by the so called "love of my life".the ecstasy of the past continuously hunts me each day.i have sobered enough and I think it's hight time I moved on..it's not easy I know.and If you are just like me , shattered and broken , know that you are not the loser, brace up and become the better version ,and see how magnificent you'll rise.