"I maybe strong in front of other people but I'm just a human who is full of emotions" I cried many times I feel depressed and experience some sleepless nights Thinking what to do no next or what decision I should make Sometimes I would think to give up because I'm not succeeding on the things that I did Sometimes I want to surrender because I'm too tired to continue the journey that I started Sometimes I lose hope thinking why I always failed on my things But I had passed this hardships and struggles by myself While everyone who sees me think that I'm okay. They thought I'm so strong but little did they know that I am crying and I'm deeply in pained