@Aalia 30 October 2022 more from that month

i know, you've been carrying heaviness within your heart that the ache lingers in you. i know, that you've been pouring drops of tears before you sleep. but, i do hope someday you won't carry the heaviness anymore, to sleep peacefully without even entertaining those clouded thoughts or even loud voices that make you awake until midnight. every single night that passes, i hope, you do forget the intoxicant reality that makes you drunk and start being unbothered for tomorrow. i hope, you'll finally wake up without any traces of the tears that departed yesterday. i hope, you'll find the peace you long for, and make your heart rent-free. to be not stranded by the chaos that you built inside your head. i hope you'll be attracted by yourself in terms of being free from the chaos you've been going through.