@Aalia 31 October 2022 more from that month

Adulthood is hard. It's the time when you realize who you are, your worth, and what you wanted to be. You no longer have times to do thigs you don't like or to please people or to prove yourself to them. You reserve your care for certain people and you love the ones you want to keep. Adulthood requires less drama from friends and deeper talks about life and decisions, good times slowly turn from clubbing and drinking to spending time and reserving energy to people who matter. It's where we feel most alive. But also feel most confuse. It's knowing how to get there. A lot of people get lost in the process. Adulthood is where you are most exposed to reality. It's where you realize that the dreams you doodled on a piece of paper at the back of your wornout notebook, the book you want to write, the people you want to inspire, to art you want to create, reality can pull all of these down. Until you have to devalue these dreams you use to have a tight grip on for the sake of practically. And that's where a lot of adults lost themselves. It's where a lot of people die but not buried. There souls die before they hit twenty five.